Welcome

I wanted my own domain name.

It’s that simple.

And so I tried to get one. But a lot are taken. I mean a lot.

Unwell was the one I really wanted but I wasn’t going to wait around for some company’s claim to expire. I was going to invent my own word.

Unwell is a word. Wellness is a word.
And now unwellness is my word.

Don’t expect this to be all super wonderful just because it’s new and pretty and doesn’t have the word blogspot in the url. It’s still the same old me.

The stoned guinea pig

full of psychiatric drugs

and one allergy pill.

Hungry for cereal

and wishing for the attention span and motivation to write a brilliant novel.

After all… I have all this time off. I should at least be productive.

Recluse. Hermit. Perhaps you aren’t aware that I don’t really want to see anyone. Again. Ever.

But I will. I will eventually miss you and think I should see you. Or I will just think I should see you. So I will. And I will sit there in my funny stoned world. And you will think I am spacey. Or you won’t be able to tell. You will think I am normal. You won’t see why I’m not working. I seem so fine. Inside I will be counting the minutes until I can go back into my little cave and hide.

I really believe I would be happy if I never left the house again. I really do.

Welcome to my world.

Again.


One Comment on “Welcome”

  1. not Anonymous says:

    fuck you. fuck you for not letting us in. fuck you for making us do everything on your terms. fuck you for excluding us and then saying you love us. fuck you for making us scared to say fuck you. fuck you for telling us that you will see us because you think you should. fuck you for making me love you and refusing to let me.

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